my church life, it's totally personal

Some readers wants to know whether I am christian, what I believe and my past history. So I guess it's okay if I post up what I was doing because many of my friends don't even know it.


I started going to church when I was 12 years old. My first station was SIB Satria Jaya. A small church in BDC Kuching. I attended because my brother pulled me there, where as I continued because of Jesus's love. I had a great time over there as I met a bunch of friends who today are pretty much scattered here and there I find it hard to locate them.


However, I did not stay their for very long. It was not until 9 months later, a former pastor of mine, pastor Cheli, decided to start a youth church call Bethany in Kuching. So I followed him along with a small group of youth to this vision he had. It was the beginning of a string of bittersweet memories.


I say that because I had both very nostalgic memory over in Bethany, as well as some that I would prefer burying them down in the grave of my mind.

The stay in Bethany brought me a lot of good. They taught me church politics, social skills, improved my English and granted me countless opportunities to meet different people and experience different things. They also gave me the chance to explore my potentials like never before. There is honestly no better hang out place to learn these stuffs for young people.

I stayed on in Bethany for 4 years but eventually ran out of joy. Among the things that I am pretty proud of achieving there were ----doing the OHP for over 2 years, getting counselled by the pastor, getting appointed as a youth leader and got SACKED a year later, getting blacklisted by the church as a whole and cry alone in the stairway when nobody knows. Wait!!!! Before you start thinking that I am a pervert, refer to CHEAP GRACE. And Wait!!!!! Before you think I am pitiful, don't be because you can always help by making a donation via paypal at my sidebar.

This was taken back in 2002, I wonder how many remembers

Andrew Ho! I am from Bethany Kuching, I am from Bethany Sibu, I am from Bethany Auckland! I am one of the PlanetShakers fan! BETHANY organised a concert for them and hosted 3000 YOUTHS in Kuching City! Andrew Ho! I am from Asian Youth Ambassador , which is highly affiliated with Bethany. Don't you dare criticised this church like that!

Planet Shakers Kuching 2005 Inti College

Firstly, I have already did a promo by listing out all Bethany's links, homepage, and affiliations that makes this church sounds very Vibrant. It's okay if your don't appreciate it but more people come to my blog than their website. So I did a good thing after all. Secondly, what I am doing here is merely telling you what I have experienced all this while. You weren't there when I cry, so don't try goofing around with me. I knew this church far better than many people because I totally lived there for 4 years and very few people can argue about that as of until 2006. More so, if I really want to talk bad about this church, trust me, I have more to say than this.


Yes, there were a lot of bitterness in me, yes, there were a handful of bad experiences but one of the few things that I give thanks to through the years is having the opportunity to meet and know a few wonderful people that still remain very close to my heart. I don't want to list them down because I'm afraid that my worldwide fans will be offended because I value certain people more than they. Anyway, whoever you are that manage to read until here, I LOVE YOU.

Regardless what bitter experience I had, I believe all is past and their is no reason to always hold bitter and angry in the heart. I have already learned to let go and let God, where ultimately to forgive. Yes I believe in the unmerited favour, the Grace of God that raised a lot of controversy and persecution towards we people, yes I listen to Joseph Prince and his tapes, I also believe in his ministry. Yes I know you want to stone me, but whatever it is, I love you.

I am not going to withhold my words and remain as an untruthful writer because of what certain people may think of me. Nay, I wouldn't mind to reveal my weaknesses and character through my words, because I know that none of my readers are saints after all.

I had moved on ever since and is currently attending SIB Grace. A church where people understands. Sharing with me the same faith. I have grown spiritually and I give thanks because I did not experience so for the past few years. I am very blessed to find a place which suits me better =)

The Congreation

For my fans that want pictures and autographs kindly line up at the 9Th floor of Crown Towers, 88 Jalan Pending, Kuching. Flowers are welcome but I'm sensitive to Carnation. Service starts 11.30 a.m but I should be there pretty early every Sunday.

Reference:article june 14 2006